Why do I feel so fare from you Lord. I feel like I am universes away from you. Maybe it is just a matter of me getting very little sleep this week and I am very sad over all that has gone on and very emotionally drained. But I also have not gone to you over what has been going on. And going to you Lord is were I need to go first.
Please I want to come to you with the week. I want to come to you with every thing I have been feeling over his death. I need to get on my knees and pray!