Monday, January 19, 2009


I don't know what is up. I guess it is the fact that I have so much on my plate with 4H and the fair right now. Right at this moment I don't know rather to cry or scream. I just feel like I am not enjoying any thing at the fair. I have no friends there this year and I don't like my 4H club at all. I don't really want to be there this year. I just want to do my own thing. AAAA I really think I want to cry right now. Well the good thing is today for my is the last crazy going out of my mind day and now I can enjoy the fair.. Life it brings things at you that you may not be able to handle, but through the Lord Jesus you ( I ) can do all thing who strengthens me. You can do any thing if you look on Jesus. And I really need to remember that right at this moment in time..

1 comment:

  1. I'm so sorry about all this. I'm praying for you. I know what its like to do something you really don't want to, but still do. I love you!